Release: The Journey of a Snowflake
From the clustered embrace of a gray winter cloud, I am released. I had imagined this moment a thousand times, dreaming of the rush that would fill me as I fell, of the wind that would fling me into a wild dance, of the clouds parting as I dove toward the world below.
But instead, I find softness.
I do not fall. I drift. I do not dive. I float. The breeze holds me in its invisible hands, carrying me like a whisper through the cold air as the pale sky stretches endlessly above me.
Yet in this quiet descent, I feel a rush greater than any storm. It is the rush of life, fleeting and precious, brimming with purpose. For I know that the ground will soon call me, and the touch of earth will be my end. But in the breath between sky and earth, in this gentle journey, I will witness the world for the first and last time.
I will not waste it.
I open myself to the world as I drift, seeing through the crystal clarity of my form what I never could from the crowded cloud. Below me, the world is a swirl of colors and stories. The meadows, green and stubborn, stand against the winter chill, their blades of grass like tiny swords glinting under the pale sun. Black-and-white shapes graze upon them, sheep and cows, unaware of the snowflakes that watch them from above, living their lives in the rhythm of breath and hunger, before the frost demands its due.
Beyond the meadows, the forests stand bare and silent. Tall trees, their branches woven together in a quiet dance, hold stories in their rings, secrets whispered by the wind that moves among them. Birds hop along branches, pecking for seeds and insects, while foxes tread softly below, leaving pawprints in the brittle grass.
I feel as if I have known these sights forever, though I saw nothing while I waited in the cloud. It is as if nature has always held my spirit, teaching me its truths in silence, binding me to all that is pure and true.
Time loses its shape as I drift lower, closer to the waiting earth. I know I am one of the first, that others will follow, layering the world in white until winter’s hush covers everything. I know I will not stay as long as others might, that the warmth of the earth will claim me quickly, but there is no fear within me. Only peace.
And so, I sway. I flutter. I fall.
The world rises to meet me as the wind lets me go, and I land upon a single blade of grass, balanced for a moment like a jewel in the winter morning. Others have landed before me, and many will come after, but for now, I am here, alive in this single breath of time.
I feel myself softening, melting, warmth seeping into the edges of my form. I do not fight it. The rush of life returns to me as I change, as I seep into the earth, as I begin again.
For my end is not an end at all. My release has come, and with it, the promise that I will rise again—within the roots of the grass, within the leaves of the trees, within the rain that will fall when winter ends. I will rise, and I will live again, in the way nature has always intended.
I am released, and in my release, I become life once more.